I Woke Up

I woke up with hope,

With the hope to start the day anew,
I’ll judge myself,
And to hope for the better,
That all dreams will come true,
That no dream is unimaginable.

Love gives illusions,
Love induces insanity,
Love makes you a lunatic and psychotic,
And Love could be evil and merciless,
All the pains and sufferings,
And all the hatreds,
They are parts of humanity,
That love and life is imperfect without them,
That they make us learn and grow,
To be wiser and smarter.

I once fell into the abyss,
Plunging down like a bird without wings
Hitting the bottom with a loud thud,
I was devastated,
And I was in pain,
I couldn’t get up,
And I couldn’t get out,
There was no light,
But only the darkness,
There was no warmth,
But only the cold breeze,
Tearing my heart apart,
And I shouted for God.
I wished I’ve never gone,
to the abyss,
Not even near,
not even close,
I wished the step was never taken,
That I wouldn’t have fallen,
That I wouldn’t end up in darkness.

A long long time after,
I got up and on my feet again,
To embark on a journey,
Away from the darkness,
The journey was never meant to be easy,
But I found light again,
The light shines on my face,
But it doesn’t shine in my heart.

A long long time after,
I saw a beacon shining at my heart,
It seems so close,
yet so far,
I’m not letting it go,
though the scar in my heart,
The beacon could be heaven,
Or it could be hell,
I know it in my heart,
And I’m here to find out,
I woke up with hope,
Hoping to start the day anew,
Forget about the darkness,
And dream about the perfect dream,
Some say the perfect dream,
Shall remain a dream,
But I say the perfect dream,
Will be my reality.

I’ve been hurt,
And I’ve felt the pain,
I was in the rain,
And my night never ended,
But now I’m singing a song,
The song of a Perfect Dream.